Awkward In A Good Way

๐Ÿ›€ Morning lovelies.

๐Ÿค” Where to begin…๐Ÿ˜ฌ

๐Ÿ˜…Oh yes, it’s been one of those transitions. Awkward in a good way tho ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™Œ

It feels awkward talking about it. I feel like I’m being too prideful and that jus doesn’t fit well with me๐Ÿ™…

Maybe that’s how I’m feeling because its past my bedtime๐Ÿ˜ด Possible.

Let’s start off with a simple life is never simple. And sometimes, jus sometimes, I wish I can climb somebody’s attic (because I don’t have one) and hide up there for a bit.

M E N T A L ๐ŸŒป I L L N E S S

I’ve written about my lonely judgemental friend depression. I’ve gone into grand detail about her emotional attacks to my mentality. How she dampens my creativity. Constricts my social interactions. She’s a pretty mean ๐Ÿคฌ in a suicidal way.

Every month she gets a visit from aunt flow๐Ÿฅ€. Now that flower power menstrual only encourages her to do her worse๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

However, someone else moved in. Her name is bipolar…

๐Ÿ˜ฃ This is actually a very sensitive subject for me. I can’t believe, I typed the words and posted it ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜” it’s one thing to think about something heavy on your and another when you complete the actions to share it online.

I keep finding myself trying to be happy and upbeat to write this post, but that’s not how I feel anymore.

Wow ๐Ÿ˜” seriously. Jus wow. It has been a constant high and low for the past few days, maybe a week. If I’m being completely honest with myself that’s why I’m not going to church this morning. My emotions are ๐Ÿต๐Ÿ’๐Ÿต๐Ÿ’๐Ÿต๐Ÿ’๐Ÿต๐Ÿ’ chasing ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ

This isn’t the first time, I’ve felt this way. In August 2016 right before I nearly lost my life to asthma. That was my detailed education about mental illness. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, recurrent. Events leading to that (I literally jus now understood) traumatic experience.

๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ•ž๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ•ข๐Ÿ•ค

Putting everything on the line for the man I โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’˜. Yup, that was it. I’m so glad, I decided to blog this morning ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ‘

R E L A T I O N S H I P ๐Ÿ’Ÿ S T A T U S

Yes, I said it. Men. My partner. My companion. My โค๏ธ is my greatest weakness and strength. It’s definitely one of those “it’s complicated” situations. I trust my boyfriend…

๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธQuick sidenote: we came up with these cute nicknames ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ so throughout the blog I shall address him as king ๐Ÿคญโค๏ธ๐Ÿค— ๐Ÿ‘Œ

I trust him with my soul. But the situation we’re in haunts the fuck out of me๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ‘ป. It’s not him. It’s not his fault the traumatic ๐Ÿ’ฉ I went through left me paranoid asf ๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜–

๐Ÿ˜“ So, my emotions are wired. Everyone is telling me to keep myself occupied. Stay proactive. Be productiveโ˜๏ธ Think positive ๐Ÿ˜Š

R E F L E C T I O N โ˜•

โ–ช๏ธI’m growing closer spiritually each day ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ That’s one factor I lacked back then. My faith wasn’t strong enough. Jesus saved me this year and God has shown me mercy and Grace ๐Ÿ™ The path I ๐Ÿ‘ฃ is an๐Ÿž๏ธ๐Ÿ—ปโ›ฐ๏ธ๐ŸŒ„ I’m nowhere close to where He wants me to be. I’m reading His words each night. More than I have in my entire life, actually. I find comfort in His all-knowing ๐Ÿ˜Œ

โ–ช๏ธ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“™ The end of the current course is March 3rd. ๐Ÿค” I enjoyed this class. It allowed us to venture the careers in the visual arts industry through disciplines. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜™๐Ÿ˜Ž I researched animation and graphic design ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ–ฅ๏ธ. Studying anime was ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿƒ and brought back glorious memories. So much I’m really debating on getting back in to ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿคฏ. There’s only one problem…

I am addicted to anime. Once I start, I can’t stop ๐Ÿ˜ฌ. I haven’t watched it ๐Ÿ˜ญ in two years ๐Ÿ’”. When I think about watching jus one shounen series, I remember them days ๐Ÿ–ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿค“๐ŸŒพ…

12 hours ๐Ÿ•’โณ… ๐Ÿ–ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ˜ต

Eventually, I’d go to sleep then wake up with a ton of creative ideas๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒ€โ›ˆ๏ธ๐Ÿ™Œ ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜. All noteworthy. Not all story worthy ๐Ÿคท

โ–ช๏ธ๐Ÿ˜’My last relationship lasted for six years. It was an emotional hell-o-coaster ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿ˜ ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ’ข It led me down a dark slumpโ˜”. One of the things he did often was hate on my inspiration. I didn’t understand why๐Ÿค” and I genuinely tried to.

๐Ÿ’ข ๐Ÿ˜‘I told him one day, “Why are you so negative? You’re like a giant negative cloud.”

He never gave a plausible deniability btw. Always said something along the lines of having my hopes ๐Ÿ˜ “too high” and “letting me know how reality works” ๐Ÿ˜’ It’s always when you’re completely over them when you see them for ๐Ÿด they are.

๐Ÿ‘‘ King supports ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ˜Œ It’s actually a lil weird ๐Ÿ˜‚ In a good way. He sends me lil cute ๐Ÿ˜โค๏ธ๐Ÿค— texts and messages, which I’m ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿคค๐Ÿ˜‹. We’re coming up on our six month anniversary๐ŸŽŠ

โ–ช๏ธMy ๐Ÿ—“๏ธ๐Ÿ“‘๐Ÿ“– for the next few weeks is jammed. I’ve never been, busy, busy… Before. Me๐Ÿ‘ˆ And I mean, not jus with family and a 9-5, I’m ๐Ÿ“• with design work ebon affects ๐ŸŒผ

๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘ yaaaaaaaas ๐Ÿ™Œ I would like to thank…๐Ÿ˜† But yes ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™Œ

Opportunities. I’m truly blessed and it inspires me to keep going. Looking at all the ๐Ÿ—“๏ธ๐Ÿ“‘ and figuring all the ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿ’ช I’m going to need to succeed is ๐Ÿคฏ. King is really good at bringing me back from the ๐Ÿ•ณ๏ธ

Definitely going to need to keep eating more ๐Ÿฅ—๐Ÿ๐ŸŠ๐Ÿ… than ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿซ. And stick to my ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‹๏ธ and ๐Ÿ›

Writing has really helped๐Ÿ’š

A Lil This… A Lil That

One of my many downfalls is breaking consistency. I’ll stop ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ’ป, โœ๏ธ, ๐Ÿ“–. Stop ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธand eating ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿฅ—๐ŸŠ๐Ÿฅฆ. I’ll completely take advantage of the fact I’m on mine ๐Ÿ’ฉ๐Ÿ˜Ž . Slowly slipping off the ๐Ÿ‡. This go round’ ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ I’m following through on all impulse and running with it.

๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ™Œ Productivity ๐Ÿ™Œ๐ŸŽŠ

A few things…๐Ÿ“‹โ˜‘๏ธ

  • I’m on the ball with ebon affects my freelance iconic imprint. At first, it was established for my digital services but then ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ long and hard about what it represents and what it could represent… ๐Ÿ˜ฎEureka! Why not include all my professional endeavors๐Ÿ’ which include ๐Ÿ“šnovels, ๐Ÿ“–short stories๐Ÿ“ฐnews articles, ๐Ÿ“ธ and hopefully one-day photography and ๐Ÿ“ˆ๐Ÿ“Š๐Ÿ’ป social media marketing. A whole potluck of services that with consistency I can be great in. Don’t be a stranger check out ebon affects Facebook page, Twitter and Instagram account and if you like what you see follow!! Also, visit ebonaffects.com. It’s my official website and portfolio. It’s still in the WIP stage. I have some many wonderful ideas ๐Ÿค“
  • ๐ŸซI’m is not sure if I told ya but I ๐ŸŽ“ with a certificate in media communications. Yay, ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™Œ From the same university I was granted another all paid opportunity. This time to finish my associates in creative writing. Riveting yes I know.

Lastly, I wanted to say that I had several mental moments where I thought for a while I was going to stay in a dark hole. It was quite uncomfortable and cold. I was angry all the time. Angry. Sad. Frustrated. Irritated. Confused. Why was this happening to me? Why couldn’t I control myself? Why is this happening to me?!! Why is everyone looking at me like I’m crazy?!! Am I?!!! Damn it please, Lord, please someone tell me please give me answers!!โ€ฆ.

Well, sweet honey-drop. You are bipolar.

๐ŸŒปTo be continued lovelies

Presenting๐Ÿ“ข

#FamilyTime

A weekend with princess ๐Ÿ‘‘ Bubba spent this weekend with his best friend (๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ˜ thank goodness. Love that prince but the atomic tantrums he throws when he loses at Fornite or Roblox is ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜‘).

I haven’t wrote a blog post in some time now. Though, the ๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ’ญ occurred often you’d think I’d sit my ass down and actually type the darn thing ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค” why haven’t Iโ‰๏ธ

Good ๐Ÿง

There’s only one reason; and it’s applied to the many other fails in my life that’s transpired in a short time… There’s ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿต๐Ÿต๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’ on my back. The amount of monkey emojis is not for exaggerated emphasis. I have a serious team of procrastinating monkeys leading me down a sloppy hill of binge eating, goofing off, and feeling sorry for myself.

I’m way too๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ to go into great detail at this moment, but know I’ve gained over 10lbs in about a week’s time๐Ÿ–๐Ÿท๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿ„ Which includes actively๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‹๏ธ my diet outweighs the amount of calories I burn๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜” Yea. That’s a post for another date.

So, I’m chunky and know it and trying to find a healthy way to lose and maintain the loss without falling prey to life’s mayhem ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ Crawling from a depression slump is like climbing out of a deep well. The light grows with each ascend. But the rocks are slick and slippery and some of them are too wedge in its place to climb up. A touch-type of memorization puzzle ๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿง ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ Kind of like the movie, Jigsaw.

I’m not out the ๐Ÿ•ณ๏ธ yet. I found a stable path. I’m preparing for a consistent comeback. It involves ๐Ÿ’ฒ a ๐Ÿšฒnext week and ๐Ÿšดโ€โ™€๏ธaround ๐Ÿ™๏ธ๐ŸŒ‡ eating ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿฅ—๐Ÿฅ™ and ๐Ÿ‹๏ธ๐Ÿ’ช at least three times a week. I’m not going๐Ÿ˜…โ„๏ธ๐Ÿฆƒ I’m slowly coming off the ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿซ substituting with ๐Ÿฅ—๐Ÿ‰ and drinking ๐Ÿšฐ before a ๐Ÿฅž๐Ÿณ,๐Ÿฑ, and ๐Ÿฒ.

However… This weekend I made it a girl’s weekend. It’s rare I have one child without the other. When the opportunity rises for a lil 1๏ธโƒฃon1๏ธโƒฃ I’m hands on.

๐Ÿ‘ธ and I have a serious addiction ๐Ÿ˜‚ #FunnyNotFunny ๐Ÿ˜… Explains some of the weight gain๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜… I can laugh about it because I recognize my weakness and taking steps to reconcile the unhealthy behavior. No way I’m saying, I won’t fall prey. Jus saying, I know the problem๐Ÿคท

Besides the incredible diet, we role played Five Nights of Freddy’s with her adorable tiny toys ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜โ™ฅ๏ธ her creativity but not a two-hour fan of pretending to be three characters. The difference between ๐Ÿ“ and ๐ŸŽฌ The delete button.

LOST FURY

๐ŸŽ‹today…

December 15th | 14:52

Itโ€™s a day after my release from a mental health hospital. i admittingly was forced to go because of my poor choice of words I used with the ER counselor on the 11th. I admit. I was depressed with no visible salvation but homeliness and despair. Its been a tiring month, honestly. I assume things would be rainbows and glitter once I moved. How wrong was I. The job I enjoyed and was blessed to have slipped from my fingers loosely like butter. Everything happened so fast, I couldnโ€™t comprehend what was happening to and around me until I melted in my own mental illness. Truth be told, I allow it to take over me. I ran out of options to move forward so I figured what the hell, mind as well. It cost me three days away from children, which isnโ€™t my first rodeo but is the first that I shed no tears.

Something happened in the mental health hospital that I canโ€™t figure out right now. I know it has something to do with my emotional impact homeliness and around me. It feels as if the soft part of me, the only soft rainbows and, hardened. Now, I am afraid of nothing. I fear nothing but my own to have moved forward. O, the guy I inadvertently fell in love also will my own lack of compromise. Iโ€™m sure one day I will soften but I donโ€™t know when. of options, my heart is heavy with love and that love keeps me from doing what I three do for myself and children. Well, it did. Not anymore. I honestly grew that I the feelings of others. You donโ€™t like the way I talk, the way I walk, the way I do the things that I do then fuck off.

Yes, thatโ€™s where I am now in life. Emotional wise. I havenโ€™t given up love or feelings jus that it will take a lot or certain buttons need to be press beforeI come to a conscious of caring. I used to think about theirs. How would they feel if I did what I did? Well, not anymore. I did my last Godly deed from the kindnessof my heart when I gave O 150$ so he can get out of prison and spend time withhis family for Christmas. Itโ€™s a lil sad but I do not care if he lied to me formonths about our relationship. If he decided to walk away from me then it ishis choice and I hope and pray he doesnโ€™t look back because I will not be thereto take him back. In truth I am exhausted. Perpetually annoyed over the lack ofappreciation I received from those who claim to love me. Beside my parents, mysister, my brother, my best friend and children thereโ€™s no one who shares theamount of love that I have for them. So, in truth, I guess, Iโ€™m over helping others.Iโ€™m unfeeling and worn. Exhausted of these false love and fake relationships. Screwthem all to hell. I deserve better. My whole life Iโ€™ve tried to do good byothers. Iโ€™m done trying.

A family member was arrested on the 7th and had the audacity to use my name so she couldnโ€™t face jail time. She has made a grave mistake that she will soon understand. There is so much one can take and I have had my limit. Iโ€™m not changing nor bending for anyone at least not truthfully. This โ€œgood girlโ€ persona that everyone seems to label me is, well, exactly what I need to show whoever cross me jus have devious and diabolical I can be. I know two wrongs doesnโ€™t make a right. That is not good to seek vengeance on those who does harm to me but I donโ€™t care. Not anymore. One thing most are forgetting that I do not jus improve my intellectual being to further my career as a writer and graphic designer.

I shall kill everyone that oppose and threatened my pack with the utmost kindness and a smile they will never forget.

๐ŸŒป ‘ello ๐ŸŒป

good โ˜€ LINF family

a lot has happened within my absence. i’ve experienced a lot of professional and emotional firsts that i admit, i’m having difficulty adjusting to.  i’ve learned to accept what i cannot change, and challenges what i can. it was during this experience lie the most hardships. it took me quite a minute to realize and understand the reality that is my life. like most i want a good life. a great life and yet like others i refused to accept my current situations. i battled with what i want vs what i need. wanting is great, but without taking care of my needs first, i was lost. i started at the end of my story. lost and confused on where to go from there. stepping back shared a new perspective. new goals. new ideas. new routines that guaranteed accomplishments in the long haul. patience, determination and faith are keys to reaching that fulfillment. and that is where i am today. at the beginning of my story. reevaluating. 


literature update

  • i received my second assignment for the local magazine, which is due October 5th.  my topic is holiday traditions. although, i did well with the first assignment, my ability as a journalist are fairly fresh and somewhat overwhelming. 

… to cope, i started quite early:
researching the selected businesses and topic.
planning and scheduling interview dates. noting well.   

  • i always believed that my writing abilities were great for fantasy stories. however, lately the motivation i once cultivated is no longer mustering as it once had years prior. 

so, i downloaded stories that enticed me mentally.
then i picked up a journal and started writing with no goal or story in mind. surprisingly, i love this method. i noticed that i enjoyed dark psychological short stories. to keep engage i found short story contests that i plan to enter. to name a few contests online: Short Story Competition 2018 | My Best Story โœ Writing Contests | Tethered by Letters โœ 


visual update


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the enjoyment of taking nature photographs is not only rewarding but tranquil. yet, i want more. i want to show my envision of the world of me. the vast and vividness of natures own colorful aspect. in heart i feel i am a photographer, armature, but photographer nonetheless. like the other struggles i’ve encountered, i’m not satisfied of my work.

Photoshop | cropped

i recently started investing more time in learning the different techniques one can apply to bring a scene memorable to a greater sight. all in which i’ve applied in Photoshop. doing so, i learned more about the program and my abilities as an artists. ive only completed one touch up. there are a good list of others scheduled for a makeover.


  • there has been a lot of thinking put into the new set of memes design and reaching out to a greater a audience. though Instagram is visual, i lack the skills to really connect and improve my online presence. i’ve thought of many ways to go about it, but none seems to advertise my skills properly to the public.

๐Ÿค”so, the question of the week is: what design examples can i create to showcase my knowledge and abilities? i’ve narrowed my lists of possibilities to inventing a made up business and then design advertising documents to go with said business. on the list, i have: a flower shop, a restaurant, and a community project. these are a few ideas. friends, if you have any suggestions please leave a comment below!  all suggestions are welcomed!


how are you?

๐ŸŒผsuccess is no accident. it is hard work, perseverance, learning, studying, sacrifice and most of all, love of what you are doing or learning to do -Pele

afternoon my royal friends. jus wanted to stop by and say hey. i hope your week is going well.

over these past few weeks, iโ€™ve been thinking of ways to stay engage and consistent with all my social media; personal and professional.

the truth is with this new job as a freelance journalist and graphics designer, and working from home as a customer service agent (again. need to keep the babies fed) i noticed that there arenโ€™t as many hours in the day. basically, i’m still adjusting to these new changes.

speaking of journalism, i received my first assignment last week. i was enthralled and nervous, interviewing the local business owners. i turned my assignment in on the 10th. now, iโ€™m jus waiting on a reply from the boss. nail biting, i know. honestly, i used to think customer service wasnโ€™t me. however ten years of service did me well on the field.

๐Ÿค”โ€ฆ Samara. journalist๐Ÿค—

other wonderful newsโ€ฆ i am an official author๐Ÿ™Œ one of my short stories was chosen to be published inย Z Publishing Housing Emerging Oklahoma Writers Anthology. yup. took me over three years but i finally accomplished it. the chosen story is Karen. the published story is a lot cleaner than the original, gory, piece. my pen name is ks affects. you can check out the publication ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿพhere ๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐Ÿพย 

i have a feeling that this is only the beginning of my career. thank you for supporting me through this journey.

Philippians 4:8 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is worthy of respect, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if something is excellent or praiseworthy, think about these things.

 

my fellow royals

it’s been a minute. life’s gracious winds has blown me to an unfamiliar land.ย  the worst part is that i cannot plan ahead like i used to. and when i mean ahead, i mean many weeks if possible. the whole daily regimen is exhausting. confusing. lots of anxiety but few depressive episodes, so in truth i cannot really complain. my therapist and i have had a very long discussion about love and the love i lack for myself. i hadn’t thought about it actually. it never occurred to me. officially i have graduated๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿพโ€๐ŸŽ“ with a certificate in media communications. i should be overwhelmed with joy of such accomplishment but i feel nothing. i feel no change what so ever… i am neither happy or excited about my next step. i’m jus apathetic. ready. or at least in the process of preparing myself for my next challenge. my next set of goals.

*sigh* another truth… it’s that visit with my therapist that changed me completely. i thought about the weight of her words. the sullen and worried look on her face when she explained the seriousness of my situation.

you’re such a sentimental woman, Samara. you care so much about others that i believe we have forgotten our own happiness somewhere down the road.

that’s what i told myself and frankly, i’m right.

so, everyday i wake up with one big goal and two small ones that I want to complete by the end of the day. so far so good. i’ve started a new story, which you can check out hereย ๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐Ÿพย a dark fantasy. sort of horror. it’s still in the baby stages. but the characters are based on me and my family. of course, i am the main lead. when i started brainstorming the characters personality i thought of everyone else with no worries. when it came to the protagonist… block like a stuffed nose. i really didn’t know shit about me other than what’s on the surface. i found that to be sorrowfully disappointing. but the truth is theย  no matter how grainy and crude i felt, itย  didn’t deter me from the story or my own self discovery.

photography and gardening reminds me that those who have patience and determination they will thrive and improve with each step. i love the results thus far

Client #1 and i are very much still working on her logo. tweaks here and there. adjusting hues. darkening and lightening. replacing and redrawing. such a process and i can’t say i don’t enjoy every bit.

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twitter has become my new go to. i’ve gotten quite accustom to the succinct tweets. i’m still learning the works but i am a tweeter. hey! why don’t you follow me and i’ll follow back? i’d love to follow you awesome peeps. i wonder what your tweet feed looks like ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ

ebon affects is the centra of all my projects. it’s easier when i have a reason, so to say.

another big change in my life besides the absent of terrible relationships, i’ve become a lil more stern with the kiddos. they’re growing and their attitudes are too much for a 10 and 5 year old. it’s my fault for spoiling them but hey i have no regrets. jus now i’m repeating myself more and more. teaching them respect and how to behave around their elders, especially me.

๐Ÿ‘‘i am the Queen. i am the Alpha and Omgea๐Ÿบ

i seriously feel that way. i can’t let them think they’re better than anyone because we are all equals and plus i jus don’t like disrespecting children. it’s jus not right. parents are guardians. we are here to protect, nurture, and provide. not there personal Butler.

i also started talking to myself out loud. hey, i havent lost my marbles. when i have a depressing moment i need to talk. to express what’s bothering me. some of the things i say, i want to share with you. so, i recorded myself. yup. jus audio but it’s helping me a lot. i would greatly appreciate if you could listen and let me know if i’m ready to be an audio blogger. it’s about ten minutes. sorry. i… um… it’s my first run so i started to ramble a lil. you can listen to the audio ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿพhere

a lot has happened as we can see but i believe they are all positive and worth sharing. i’ve been saying this for a while, but I’m going to read your thoughts. stop by your blog. see whatcha ya been up to.

until the next time my royal friends

๐Ÿ–คks

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