A weekend with princess ๐Ÿ‘‘ Bubba spent this weekend with his best friend (๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ˜ thank goodness. Love that prince but the atomic tantrums he throws when he loses at Fornite or Roblox is ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜‘).

I haven’t wrote a blog post in some time now. Though, the ๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ’ญ occurred often you’d think I’d sit my ass down and actually type the darn thing ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค” why haven’t Iโ‰๏ธ

Good ๐Ÿง

There’s only one reason; and it’s applied to the many other fails in my life that’s transpired in a short time… There’s ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿต๐Ÿต๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’ on my back. The amount of monkey emojis is not for exaggerated emphasis. I have a serious team of procrastinating monkeys leading me down a sloppy hill of binge eating, goofing off, and feeling sorry for myself.

I’m way too๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ to go into great detail at this moment, but know I’ve gained over 10lbs in about a week’s time๐Ÿ–๐Ÿท๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿ„ Which includes actively๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‹๏ธ my diet outweighs the amount of calories I burn๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜” Yea. That’s a post for another date.

So, I’m chunky and know it and trying to find a healthy way to lose and maintain the loss without falling prey to life’s mayhem ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ Crawling from a depression slump is like climbing out of a deep well. The light grows with each ascend. But the rocks are slick and slippery and some of them are too wedge in its place to climb up. A touch-type of memorization puzzle ๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿง ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ Kind of like the movie, Jigsaw.

I’m not out the ๐Ÿ•ณ๏ธ yet. I found a stable path. I’m preparing for a consistent comeback. It involves ๐Ÿ’ฒ a ๐Ÿšฒnext week and ๐Ÿšดโ€โ™€๏ธaround ๐Ÿ™๏ธ๐ŸŒ‡ eating ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿฅ—๐Ÿฅ™ and ๐Ÿ‹๏ธ๐Ÿ’ช at least three times a week. I’m not going๐Ÿ˜…โ„๏ธ๐Ÿฆƒ I’m slowly coming off the ๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿซ substituting with ๐Ÿฅ—๐Ÿ‰ and drinking ๐Ÿšฐ before a ๐Ÿฅž๐Ÿณ,๐Ÿฑ, and ๐Ÿฒ.

However… This weekend I made it a girl’s weekend. It’s rare I have one child without the other. When the opportunity rises for a lil 1๏ธโƒฃon1๏ธโƒฃ I’m hands on.

๐Ÿ‘ธ and I have a serious addiction ๐Ÿ˜‚ #FunnyNotFunny ๐Ÿ˜… Explains some of the weight gain๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜… I can laugh about it because I recognize my weakness and taking steps to reconcile the unhealthy behavior. No way I’m saying, I won’t fall prey. Jus saying, I know the problem๐Ÿคท

Besides the incredible diet, we role played Five Nights of Freddy’s with her adorable tiny toys ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜โ™ฅ๏ธ her creativity but not a two-hour fan of pretending to be three characters. The difference between ๐Ÿ“ and ๐ŸŽฌ The delete button.

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